My baby boy is 19 months old now, so that means I’ve been back to work for 7 months already. The time flew by and since I’ve been back at work I’ve definitely gone through an adjustment period, so here goes! The 5 things nobody tells you about going back to work after having a baby:
1. You’ll be in a fog for the first few days.
After going through the most rewarding, challenging and all-consuming experience of having a baby returning to work felt a little weird. I felt like everything at work was exactly the way I left it. The people were the same, the work was the same, but I was different. I felt like I was the only thing that had changed. It was a bit isolating. Sure everyone was asking about the baby and it was nice chatting with everyone again, but part of me didn’t really care because I just missed my kid. After the first week or two I felt more normal, but it took a few days to re-adjust.
2. Keeping up with the housework is like an extreme sport
Before I went on mat leave I had these ideas about how I would balance my time and structure my schedule when I returned to work, but that was before I entered motherhood. Fitting an entire day into 2-3 hours in the evenings after work is insane. Coming home from work in the late afternoon, prepping dinner, cleaning up and trying to catch up on everything is a task in and of itself. With time it gets better. I think of it as a skill, and as time goes by I get better at it. With that said I choose my battles. The level of tidiness at any given time in my house has definitely declined since baby arrived.
3. You’ll become more productive than you ever imagined.
You won’t feel that way though because there is no end to the work. The crazy thing is that I accomplish SO MUCH MORE in a day than I ever did before having a baby, but of course now that life is so different I never actually finish everything I want to do. Balancing all of the baby tasks, with work related things, house maintenance and taking care of the husband is a bit ridiculous. There are the same number of hours in the day that there were before, but if you take a moment to think about the sheer number of things you accomplish each day you have to admit it…you’re a ninja now. Even though you don’t check everything off that thousand item to-do list, it is crazy what you are able to do in a day once you have a little one to take care of.
4. Having a toddler is SO MUCH FUN
Yes there is work and tantrums and discipline issues and fussiness. But everyone tells you that. What they DON’T tell you is how much pure silly fun you’ll have with your little person. Everything is new, and they are so curious and playful. There are so many giggles, cuddles, kisses, jokes, and other silly fun times to be had with your baby that your heart will beam with joy and love each and every day. Not all day everyday, but for me I feel this amazing and wonderful amount of love each day. I actually love spending time with my baby because he’s awesome, and I have SO MUCH FUN playing around with him. It needs to be said, because everyone seems to focus on the negative aspects of parenting.
5. You will question your work – even if you like what you do
Work is now equated with time away from your baby. Your time is so much more valuable now. When I’m forced to sit in a meeting for 2 hours doing nothing productive I think about the massive amount of work I could have accomplished in 2 hours at home, or the fun I could have had hanging out with the baby instead. With the new found perspective that you develop after becoming a parent many things that you once thought were super important barely fall on your radar anymore. You are forever changed, and this means that at some point, even if it is only temporary, you’ll question your work. You may not change the situation, but so many women use that creative energy to create businesses or find ways to achieve balance between working and taking care of family business. My ideal situation at the moment would involve part-time work. I find the dual role of full time work and mom challenging, but when I have even one extra day off during a week miracles happen.